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No more people pleasing for Me!

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Life can sometimes show you things you never thought you'd see. Asking questions of the universe, allowing and accepting the answers that come forth can sometimes be shocking. After getting to a certain age, I begin to question my life and the way my life had turned out. Although for normal standards I should be happy with all I had, there was something missing. No, it wasn't material things that was missing! It was something much, much deeper! Who was I really? Did I really know myself? Was I really happy with the person I had become? These were questions that I asked myself. I prayed about it and I meditated on it, then I waited for the answers to come to me. At first there was no response. My life continued as normal. Everyday going through the same ole, same ole. Working, taking care of family and friends, this was my life.  I had a pretty big circle of friends and family around me all the time. Always helping out when needed and working extra when I could, I thought ...

Understanding my emptiness

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Life's second act.. I never thought that my life could start anew. Being in my late 40's with grown children and 6 grandchildren, I thought my life was pretty routine. Going through the everyday motions of life and doing what I normally do everyday, day after day. But something happened about a year ago to change not only my routine, it has changed my life! I made the decision to move away to the country! I didnt think this was such a big deal. I knew my life would change but I wasn't expecting much of a change. Moving always comes with changes! A new place, new scenery, and a new area! I knew it would take some getting use to but I was ready for the challenge! But there was something I was not ready for. The personal changes that would take place in my life! Besides the average changes one goes through with any move, I also begin to see personal changes! The first thing I noticed had to do with the people in my life. Before I moved I had quite a few friends. People I...